Looking back in time is always weird. At first I am shocked because I question a lot of my choices and get overwhelmed with all the tragedies that happened which I had suppressed. It all comes back and you try to forget them again…Luckily…evertime I do that I end up feeling proud of my development. I can see change and success. As long as I can come to that conclusion looking at the presence I will cherish my past. It made me what I am today…
“The very essence of romance is uncertainty.”
-Algernon Moncrieff (Oscar Wilde)
III
Glad, but not flushed with gladness,
Since joys go by;
Sad, but not bent with sadness,
Since sorrows die;
Deep in the gleaming glass
She sees all past things pass,
And all sweet life that was lie down and lie. […]
-A. C. Swinburne, “Before the mirror”
“…No matter how great everything is going sometimes there is something floating over your head laying an overbearing shadow over life…”
I think the reason why we are so obsessed with fashion these days is that nudity has become trivial and common…
(Source: theguccislut)
…In your mind’s eye lives a memory
Hard to find, blinded by sorrow
And a strange voice sings a melody
Hear it sing, hell frozen rain falls down…
…Last night I asked myself if gothclubs are that different from other ones. There is also a lot of bitching, a lot of hate and trashtalk…but at least they say it behind your back and not punch you in the face…



